New dress :)
It’s 9:25am on Monday, May 28th. I’m honestly not sure when I’ll post this but I needed to vent and just kind of get it out then let it go. Prepare for personal…
So the person this is about, may read this and it’s a risk I’m taking. But quite frankly, he’s moved across the country so what have I got to lose?
For those who know me…I’m talking about Mr Doctor (I hope he’ll get a laugh if he does read this and sees the nickname I’d used for him haha). Today he left and moved across the country. This is a person I barely got to know and for some reason I’m actually really sad about it so I’m just….venting.
I’m not really a girl who goes boy crazy. When I like someone, it’s kind of rare. I’ll think a guy is attractive but to actually like someone is another story. I liked this guy since the first day I saw him at the front desk of my gym. I’m uber shy so starting a conversation sucked and when he came to correct my squat form? I almost dropped the bar because I was nervous.
Before he left my city the first time, he gave me his email and I’ve never been the first one to make contact. That sucked too. Seriously, it’s like his goal was to force me out of my shy shell. It didn’t really work but A for effort. I truly enjoyed our chats via text while he was finishing school. I’d smile if his name came up on my phone. I still do.
When he finally came into my city again, I was beyond excited to actually get to know him. But things didn’t play out like that. We hung out 3 times which, while enjoyable and awesome, made me like him more and thus making today crappier. He’s super intelligent. I think that was the best quality about him. He’s nice and reads and didn’t talk to me like I was an idiot. Trust me, in this city it seems to be rare.
Last night I attempted to distract myself by chatting with some of my guy acquaintances who get flirty with me…2 of them asked me out on dates…while it helped my ego momentarily, today I’m already positive I won’t be following through with it. (learn from my example…don’t do this)
Bottom line…I never planned to be attached in any sort of way. I was wrong. However, he’s an awesome guy and the timing couldn’t be worse. I wish him all the best and I hope his new life is just as awesome as he hoped because he totally deserves it.
& thanks for setting a new standard for the guys I’m interested in…
/personal post
you rock <3
Just watched the season finale of The Big C season 1 (if you’re not watching this show, you NEED to be) and I am in tears.
A brief synopsis of the show: woman finds out she has cancer, it’s too late for treatment and she chooses to live life to its fullest.
So two things…
1. It was by far the best season finale I’ve ever seen. So well done. I sobbed.
2. This show speaks to what 2012 is for me. Being fearless. She does everything she’s ever wanted to do, takes chances, tells people she loves them even if they may not say it back. She APPRECIATES people. It’s amazing.
It’s a great reminder to just go for.
If you want to do something…DO IT before it’s too late.
If you care about someone…TELL THEM before you lose them.
Life is short.
Today I accidentally did IF (Intermittent Fasting) and had a leg workout with Kinsey.
I did most of her weights so it wasn’t really challenging but it felt good to just workout.
I’m considering doing IF again on a regular basis but haven’t decided yet. it would fit well with my current schedule.
Tomorrow I’m signing up at Luke’s gym, Fistworks, for boxing. He has Monday and Wednesday classes and at first I was only going to do it once a week but I think i may do it both days.
I also went shopping this morning and now have my summer basics purchased.
- Pale green jersey dress (can be dressy or casual)
- Pink patterned maxi dress
- Strapless Barbie pink short dress
- White peasant top
- Blue and pink scarf & a cream scarf
- Dark denim short shorts (to be purchased tomorrow)
Grand Total: $110
Success? I think so. I still need to go buy boxing gloves for tomorrow but that’s it.
Miss Melissa and I
- Go to Winners and try to find a smaller size dress
- Buy card & gift bag
- Help decorate for the shower
- Get dolled up
- Baby shower time for my lovely Chantelle!
I’m excited that I get to catch up with Jennie too which makes the day even better!
Tomorrow I have a bridal shower for one of my clients. I’m less excited about that since I will know no one there except the bride but I promised I’d go.
Now…off to shower and look like a girl!
Sooo I found a dress…
Except…
1. Its a large and I need a medium so I must check other locations
2. Not sure if I can wear a bra with it
3. I HATE that I can see my collar bone and the front of my rib cage when I start dropping body fat. It really grosses me out ugh
Also…I look exhausted as hell…sorry guys
Body is so sore I need a nap before going back to work…not kidding.
Good Morning! Spamming you with photos because it’s friday and I’m in a fabulous mooooooood!
I am so sore…I can only imagine how I’ll feel tonight…
mllemouse replied to your post: The Answer Is….
This is so awesome, I’ve always wanted to try real boxing. I’ve been ‘boxing’ with my dad since I was little.
It was…amazing.
Like the first time I squatted 245lbs and felt awesome that I could even move it?
…THIS WAS BETTER!
It was so challenging but so amazing. I seriously love it…even if I can’t even lift my arms right now
BOXING.
Yup…my friend Luke (old business partner) is a pro boxing coach and has a studio where he trains. He messaged me at 6 and asked when I was done work. I said 8:30 and he told me to “come hang out” at 9….
It’s 11:15. I just got home.
He taught me to box, speedbag and some basic sparring combos. We did that for 2 hours non-stop. Just going from speed bag to heavy bag to sparring to drills and back.
Not only was it the best cardio ever, but my upper body is just shot. The best part is how my core feels used and my hips are sore from turning as I punch.
I am in love.
I must do this. Often…
And he got me wraps…they’re pink!!!
But I love Anna, Marcus, Coffee and peanut butter too!
